I might be insane. I loathe the pain killers. I am attempting to go without. I’m tired of being sick and in pain. So I am going for just in pain. I skipped my morning pill. I am trying to stick with the Motrin. However, it appears that I may take one more pain killer for the afternoon to sleep. I’m tired of having a headache and pain in my belly and shoulder so I’m giving in to the darn pills. I don’t get how people can get addicted to these things. I’m hoping that today I can go with half the number I took yesterday and then tomorrow maybe not take any until night time. I’m waiting for at least an hour after eating lunch so with any luck I will be able to keep my lunch.
During this time I am trying to make an important decision. Do I take college class(es) or not? Here is the problem in pros and cons.
Taking two classes puts the student loan in deferment.
It will keep me busy and my mind occupied.
The reason to take Creative Writing will let me know for sure if I will want to continue my Master’s in CW.
Taking one class is lots cheaper.
No class means more money towards IF.
We are putting the house on the market next month.
We are planning on moving either to GA, CA, TX or somewhere here in town within the next six months.
Hubby’s contract is up the end of March and he will be doing job hunting starting in Feb. which could mean job/housing trips.
We will be doing an IUI every month until the job situation/insurance changes or it actually works.
I don’t know what to do. The con’s appear to be winning but most of them are iffy’s. I know for sure hubby will be job hunting. We will have the house on the market but that doesn’t mean it will sell. Even if the next IF treatment works I would only be at max three months pregnant by the end of the semester. I swore I was going to stop living my life waiting on IF anymore. But am I insane to think that I can handle house selling, college, IF and moving? Or do I just need to take another pain killer, go back to bed and make a decision tomorrow?